Everything back to normal ! I swear..

It's enough already for me messing around this 2 months. I should really think bout it seriously. Everything goes so bad. My temper, the way I'm driving was just too nasty and lastly ....I'm going to quit smoking and alcohol focusing for my 4months.

Rubbish is the word to classified me since I broke with her. I felt my life ruin badly and sometime I was feeling so lost, unwilling to wake up facing the cruel world. On the middle of the path, someone did approaches me when I feel so down. Thank to everyone of you. I make you guys disappointed and sad.

Something I want to tell you. You are someone important to me in my life, Miss Lai Mei Teng. Firstly, I'm so glad to be with you for the past 2 years. You changed me a lot. =)) I was so compete every hour, minute and second being with you. I still remember...how you respond when I drove so nasty. You wont scold me but you persuade me nicely.

'Dear, don drive so fast la..Ok ? '
'Dear, don stick so near to the car in front, ok?'
All my friends know my temper ant good...but you're the first one who changed my temper.
Before being with you, I was so harsh. All the foul language is something necessary in my sentence. Thank for everything. Every reminder you gave me.
Fortunate to have you in my life. Sometime i think back, I was so hot temper. Maybe you're right, everytime we quarreled i always the one who win it. Frankly speaking, you're the kind of girl having bad temper too. The way you talk to your mum, i felt it but................... you never show me your temper.
Lastly, sorry dear...I caused everything. If future we still got chances for couple or not...dun think twice if you need my help. I treasure every calls from you.

I'm not going to blog again before i could really show something. I promised you, mummy!! I'm going to quit smoking and hanging out till 4a.m. I treasure the family so much. So sorry for hurting you when you knew that i smoke. I'm just too stupid for making you sad. I will work hard and achieve something and one day... you will surely proud for having a son like me.

Because I'm Yee Wai Lam. =))