Wow, few days busy enjoying the days with my crazy friends. Did not sleep nicely for few days and what actually i did? Went to Poppy at the Saturday and thank to John, Ho Sin and Choon Chin. It's a nice day for me although every one of us spent rm120+ over for the night and my nerd friend..dropped in to the swimming pool and we tend to know so many of friends. Emily, Jeffrey..or whoever! Who cares? As long as we are happy. Something you may not know, i became a smoker with my friend(p&c) right now and i m so faking sorry to my friend, Choon Chin being so care and worried bout us. She scolded me something serious than nerd and the word would be SOHAI whereby i could finished one packet of cigarettes in just 4hours. I m taking the opportunity here saying sorry to my parents, especially my mum as she always putting high hope on me and i feel like making her disappointed.
Well, I can't denied that I feel so nice and lovely during the period of 2 years that I had spent with her. I'm lucky to have her, that I willing to sacrifice for her, and I learn how to fall in love with a girl which I did a lot of thing that I never been doing for other girl before. Well, it's considered extraordinary for me whereby I didn't do all those thing for my previous girlfriend.
Its already one month plus i could not give the best of mine to her whereby giving care and love to her. Although many of my friends said, "let her go, you may get a better one, still young, its not worth to be with her, she changed heart'.....but asking myself. Do i really care? I don"t mind to be teased by people around me, i don"t mind my friends said that i'm a fool, for loving her so much...but who cares when i only want to give her all of the best of mine as i felt so different when I'm was with her.
But seem like something had changed now, i cant believe she changed her ways talking to me. Sometimes, i don even know what she doing now, what's her plans, what's her working schedule, where she is going on the weekends.
Past Saturday, i went to Sunway shopping complex with my friends, Choon Chin and Queenie Kok
and what actually i did over there was doing kuli helping them take care of the stuffs and i'm happy with my job as i'm professional trained.=P Anyway, i'm happy going out with them and having a good day too. =)
While I was walking,
it reminds me about her when i ate at Paparich where by it my first time visited Paparich with her.
it reminds me about the day she bought a Nike bag at the Nike shop there.
it reminds me about some shops that we went together for clothes and trousers.
Luckily it's not Timesquare or Sungei Wang, if not i could hardly stick to my bed tonight.
Just a moment ago, i was on the phone with my good friend Chloe Ng. She is so caring whereby the motive we chat on the phone was she would be comforting me. Well, the story was totally different when i'm be the one who giving her comfort but it's ok for me as i feel sharing is already caring.
Today i did chat with her quite long at MSN and this is totally what i want whereby i could still chat with her as a good friend or the best friend. Sometimes i just hope to get know bout her more, what she did, where she go, anyone scold her, or how's life....what i really requesting is just so simple. Not going to request anything from her as long as i know she is healthy , harmonic and happy.
The time is already 4.40 a.m right now and i don wish to close my eyes. I don't know why and how this could happened to me. It's already the sixth days i sleep after 5. Maybe this is the time that i could find my peace without people nagging at me and blogging would be the best listener for me whereby i could tell all my feelings.
Night Lam, tomorrow gonna be a better day and chill. Love Mei always...=)
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