What a day for me getting invited to have a lunch with the one i love the most!! For me, it's a precious moment for me even it's just an hour. What actually we have for our lunch is something i used to hate, and i use to love it so much at last....Sushi King. =) Both of us putting the bill to be RM50+ and i'm so happy as i wanted to eat sushi king for so long time.
What really make me feel strange?
I think it's the way i treat her today is so simple. It just like how actually i treat a normal female friend.
Why?
I did not ask more about her personal things today and i just hear what ever she wished to say. If it's last time, i would be asking this la, that la,what la, when la and how la.
Asking myself right now........
I mean it..
do i love "HER"?
Seriously....
I do...love her from the beginning till now without changing! I mean it=)
I think maybe my attitude changed and what i requesting right now would be hoping she would be happy and healthy always but does not wish to be a couple again....but....this is only maybe and there would be an exception.
Suddenly something come just too fast...
but i just hope it would be a longer time for me
maybe...
It's fate...
she care bout me so much...
but i could not open my gate for anyone right now...
possible at future...but i guess not now.
Frankly, i wont feel regret if i missed you...
cause i know...even i be with you right now
i just take you as a part timer...
Sorry to say that...
but i really appreciate the care and concern you giving me=)
Just finished beer-ing with my friends at dolphin. =)
Hong zai..
ty for his accompany.
=) really appreciate so much for hearing my words.
Feeling much better right now...
frankly...
blogging is a place u can put your words...
dun reli care whether anyone going to view ant...
=) releasing tension and stress...
love mei....
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