Long time didnt blog...
i rmb the reason i start to blog..
to confess my feeling...
These period..
i learn many things....
thanks..
I m sick gain...
i think its just lack of rest..=)
My friends said i have changed...
they are worry bout me...
hmmpp..just sorry to her.
I m not "SOHAI"...haha.
She said...i m sohai for taking this action==
just i prefer this faking ways to escape...
and i feel better.
Hopes are always exist..
=)chill yeah yeag..
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Speechless
What is the point................................
Approaching yourself so much .............................
To them................................?
Do you know....how many friends had already fed up?
I dun have the right to judge anyone...but you do.
What can i do to tackle you?
You re telling me u r an alcohol admire?
..building your relationship? for a career success?
Dun bull shit me...just fuck off...! =)
One time and one time..
i show my care to you....
and i found that you don even fuking care bout me....
What is the point...i m doing all this?
Where is the promises ? what is the uses of the fuking promise? Promise to let each other feels better? or its a moment of sweet words coming out from the stupid mouth ....
Promising each other for this , that...and then...at the end?? what really happened?
I did not change my mind to piss off the promises....but you did.
Sometimes you tell me that you re easily influenced...
by the night life? the alcohol? the joyful? the freshness?
Who would not influenced?
Frankly...me too=)
but...i know how to balance it.
Going out till midnight 3-4-5-6-7 is so normal for you...
right now...
you even break my records...
Did i overnight with few girls?
this is pissing me off badly.. god damn it.
I know i could not control...
but did you think about your safety?
Who knows...what happen on the next?
putting someone who loves you ...worried bout you.
You re just too cruel.
I dun know whats actually in your parents mind...
do they worry bout you?
I dunno.. i really dunno.
Frankly, i m asking myself...
fak..should not let u interview there....
never think these would happened..
waiting you for the 1 and half hours...
letting myself sooooooooo fucking worried down there.....
What is the FUCK you doing up there?
M..A..H..A.I...A..R.......you know i m so worry?
Promising me..."dun worry dear, i know what i m doing"?
What u want me to respond you?
Fuk off la bitch, i dun believe in you...
or OK..sure. Just go enjoy your night with them....don drink too much ya...?
I choose the second road.....
i believe her...
i did not bother to check her phone when being with her....
not even bother to look at the irritating message the colleagues sent to her...
NOT even once!!!!
but....you did!
Did i complain?
nope..
i hope you going to check it everyday too...I m pure:)
i dun have the needs to delete any single message...why? I M NOT GUILTY.
even, if a female sending me....i love you...i dun give the fuking care. Why should i delete it...
if i delete , what do you think when you know?
haiz.........
=) you re going for a vacation ...this Friday...
hope you re safe...
I wishing you here sincerely...
i hope you stay happy...choose the right road.
Although its so attractive...so fresh.....
but frankly..freshness does not last long.
One day, just don regret.....
I m tired....
by the times goes on...... =D
Approaching yourself so much .............................
To them................................?
Do you know....how many friends had already fed up?
I dun have the right to judge anyone...but you do.
What can i do to tackle you?
You re telling me u r an alcohol admire?
..building your relationship? for a career success?
Dun bull shit me...just fuck off...! =)
One time and one time..
i show my care to you....
and i found that you don even fuking care bout me....
What is the point...i m doing all this?
Where is the promises ? what is the uses of the fuking promise? Promise to let each other feels better? or its a moment of sweet words coming out from the stupid mouth ....
Promising each other for this , that...and then...at the end?? what really happened?
I did not change my mind to piss off the promises....but you did.
Sometimes you tell me that you re easily influenced...
by the night life? the alcohol? the joyful? the freshness?
Who would not influenced?
Frankly...me too=)
but...i know how to balance it.
Going out till midnight 3-4-5-6-7 is so normal for you...
right now...
you even break my records...
Did i overnight with few girls?
this is pissing me off badly.. god damn it.
I know i could not control...
but did you think about your safety?
Who knows...what happen on the next?
putting someone who loves you ...worried bout you.
You re just too cruel.
I dun know whats actually in your parents mind...
do they worry bout you?
I dunno.. i really dunno.
Frankly, i m asking myself...
fak..should not let u interview there....
never think these would happened..
waiting you for the 1 and half hours...
letting myself sooooooooo fucking worried down there.....
What is the FUCK you doing up there?
M..A..H..A.I...A..R.......you know i m so worry?
Promising me..."dun worry dear, i know what i m doing"?
What u want me to respond you?
Fuk off la bitch, i dun believe in you...
or OK..sure. Just go enjoy your night with them....don drink too much ya...?
I choose the second road.....
i believe her...
i did not bother to check her phone when being with her....
not even bother to look at the irritating message the colleagues sent to her...
NOT even once!!!!
but....you did!
Did i complain?
nope..
i hope you going to check it everyday too...I m pure:)
i dun have the needs to delete any single message...why? I M NOT GUILTY.
even, if a female sending me....i love you...i dun give the fuking care. Why should i delete it...
if i delete , what do you think when you know?
haiz.........
=) you re going for a vacation ...this Friday...
hope you re safe...
I wishing you here sincerely...
i hope you stay happy...choose the right road.
Although its so attractive...so fresh.....
but frankly..freshness does not last long.
One day, just don regret.....
I m tired....
by the times goes on...... =D
Sunday, January 17, 2010
8 more days to go...to start my school.
8 more days to go...i could start everything from the beginning. Sometime i ask myself...huh? How bout her? You don love her already? I thought u said she is your everything? Omg..What the fak....
Hmpp...haix. Tepuk dada, tanya selera... how can i don miss her?I miss her when i drank purple vitagen. I miss when i m about to cross the road. Thinking the need to hold a girl hand...carry the bag for her to ensure her safety. I miss her when its friday. I miss when its saturday and sunday. I miss her whenever...............................i went for shopping. On the friday, i went sushi with a girl. She is pretty...but no matter how good , how pretty, how sweet and how happy...being with the girl, i could not forget the time eating sushi with her. She is the one who make me love sushi. She make me love so many things. I love tom yam...i love her attitude.. i love her when she is angry me..there is so much ...........and what giving me the most precious moment..
Hmmp..there is once i make her so angry..she cried. She want to go home...by herself...even by cab...i hold her tight...what actually she did? ..she bite my hand so that i release her...however....after that..omg. It so worth....my hand pain is small matter...compared to her heart. She keep asking me..pain ma??hhah... pain also become not pain lo..=D Even now, hope that she bites me again.
What am I Targeting now........
My future...my life and also my happiness.
Last but not least...targeting also for her life. Hope she is happy always and dun afraid to give me a call when ever she needs me..as i promised her. If can, i sure help. =D
Hmpp...haix. Tepuk dada, tanya selera... how can i don miss her?I miss her when i drank purple vitagen. I miss when i m about to cross the road. Thinking the need to hold a girl hand...carry the bag for her to ensure her safety. I miss her when its friday. I miss when its saturday and sunday. I miss her whenever...............................i went for shopping. On the friday, i went sushi with a girl. She is pretty...but no matter how good , how pretty, how sweet and how happy...being with the girl, i could not forget the time eating sushi with her. She is the one who make me love sushi. She make me love so many things. I love tom yam...i love her attitude.. i love her when she is angry me..there is so much ...........and what giving me the most precious moment..
Hmmp..there is once i make her so angry..she cried. She want to go home...by herself...even by cab...i hold her tight...what actually she did? ..she bite my hand so that i release her...however....after that..omg. It so worth....my hand pain is small matter...compared to her heart. She keep asking me..pain ma??hhah... pain also become not pain lo..=D Even now, hope that she bites me again.
What am I Targeting now........
My future...my life and also my happiness.
Last but not least...targeting also for her life. Hope she is happy always and dun afraid to give me a call when ever she needs me..as i promised her. If can, i sure help. =D
Friday, January 15, 2010
Full of enrichment in my life....=D
Today i was freaking busy the whole day. Full of activities...feel that life full of enrichment. Morning wake up at 10p.m. Its so tired.....as i sleep so late yesterday. After that i went to take my breakfast with my friend. Wow, guess what i taken for my breakfast?
Haha, i told sushi king. Hmmpp.. when eating, i told my friend...do you know? previously i don eat sushi king. Before this, there is a girl make me enjoy and love to eat sushi. Haha, when the moment think bout her...suddenly felt down. Hoho...its ok. My friend cheer me up.
After that, i accompany her back office and i went to join my friends. Its my gang>.<..... full of funny jokes going out with them... we watched a movie of Jackie Chan, The Spy Next Door. Frankly, its not bad. Hmmpp..anyway..my biggest wish is to watch avatar with a girl. I really hope it wont be too late ...before the movie is out of show.
Haha, we guys visited many of our colleague friends that are working at Pavillion. They are Lou shu fen, Min Xian, Hew and Pei Shi. Hohoh....meet all of them. Aftier that, we go Wong Kok to have a cup of tea. ++ 3ying yong and 2 nai cha. hahaha...Sitting there whole afternoon. Chat and have jokes....XD Enjoy it so much....
We go back at 6.30..omg. They use to walk to lrt..nice walk. We past through Sungai Wang and Timesquare....i reach home at 7.30p.m. So tiring.....after that take a bath. Before i m able to make my seat warm....omg. Have to go out for badminton. >.< nice games...........having a lot of fun....but feel so tired. hmmP...get to make new friends too.....
Now already 3a.m. Omg...its so late now. Tomorrow got to wake up at 6.50....hope i m really able to make it....i m going to be god....hahah..
Today is a good day for me...last but not least...
I miss her,
i love her,
i adore her....deep inside my heart. =D
Haha, i told sushi king. Hmmpp.. when eating, i told my friend...do you know? previously i don eat sushi king. Before this, there is a girl make me enjoy and love to eat sushi. Haha, when the moment think bout her...suddenly felt down. Hoho...its ok. My friend cheer me up.
After that, i accompany her back office and i went to join my friends. Its my gang>.<..... full of funny jokes going out with them... we watched a movie of Jackie Chan, The Spy Next Door. Frankly, its not bad. Hmmpp..anyway..my biggest wish is to watch avatar with a girl. I really hope it wont be too late ...before the movie is out of show.
Haha, we guys visited many of our colleague friends that are working at Pavillion. They are Lou shu fen, Min Xian, Hew and Pei Shi. Hohoh....meet all of them. Aftier that, we go Wong Kok to have a cup of tea. ++ 3ying yong and 2 nai cha. hahaha...Sitting there whole afternoon. Chat and have jokes....XD Enjoy it so much....
We go back at 6.30..omg. They use to walk to lrt..nice walk. We past through Sungai Wang and Timesquare....i reach home at 7.30p.m. So tiring.....after that take a bath. Before i m able to make my seat warm....omg. Have to go out for badminton. >.< nice games...........having a lot of fun....but feel so tired. hmmP...get to make new friends too.....
Now already 3a.m. Omg...its so late now. Tomorrow got to wake up at 6.50....hope i m really able to make it....i m going to be god....hahah..
Today is a good day for me...last but not least...
I miss her,
i love her,
i adore her....deep inside my heart. =D
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Think bout u...
Just now i chat with my colleague friends. So cheerful..cheer me up. >.< ty to min xian and jia xian. haha...then my buddy jacker find me chat.
Feeling most of my friends having problems.. all like not doing well..
hmmpp..then i chat with my friend.
she wing again=-= drink heineken wif her boss...
frankly..being a bf, i will angry. but now being a friend, i only will worry.
Hope she doing so well. Choosing the right road always. I M happy too..she said this saturday on. Means we having a great party this saturday. Hmmp.. putting down at last. Feel so relief...nvr tried this feeling be4..but cant lie..i still love her deeply.
Sleep le...its already 1.40am =)
Feeling most of my friends having problems.. all like not doing well..
hmmpp..then i chat with my friend.
she wing again=-= drink heineken wif her boss...
frankly..being a bf, i will angry. but now being a friend, i only will worry.
Hope she doing so well. Choosing the right road always. I M happy too..she said this saturday on. Means we having a great party this saturday. Hmmp.. putting down at last. Feel so relief...nvr tried this feeling be4..but cant lie..i still love her deeply.
Sleep le...its already 1.40am =)
happy day =)
Happy day happy day and happy day =)
Haha...woow! Its so exhausted. Today i did not work...due yesterday late sleep after having tea with my friends. Fantastic tea time with them, cheerful and talkative.
hoho...meet one of my secondary+colleague friend. Tan Kai Xian...this idiot promised to find me when back from hongkong. Unfortunately, yet he fong fei gei. Yesterday ate fried sotong and "suck lo". Something u have to suck it......
Sometimes i feel tat i have earn..being with her, i get to know so much of things. From her, i get to know a buddy....知己...haha. Quite happy la chatting with her. No pressure no wall...just happiness. Hope can meet more these kind of friends.
Hehe...my friend said...
aiya..dun think la..19 onli leh...even u recover with her. Maybe 2-3 years later mai same.
I felt relief now.....phew... struggling for the past 21 days...damn. So SUFFER!!!
Sometime i think, maybe one day...we will meet gain..and i and her will be couple gain.
but now..she refuse to talk to me..hoho. Its oK.
So...think positive..enjoy my life. I love my life.. =) cheer...
Miss her always..love her =)
Haha...woow! Its so exhausted. Today i did not work...due yesterday late sleep after having tea with my friends. Fantastic tea time with them, cheerful and talkative.
hoho...meet one of my secondary+colleague friend. Tan Kai Xian...this idiot promised to find me when back from hongkong. Unfortunately, yet he fong fei gei. Yesterday ate fried sotong and "suck lo". Something u have to suck it......
Sometimes i feel tat i have earn..being with her, i get to know so much of things. From her, i get to know a buddy....知己...haha. Quite happy la chatting with her. No pressure no wall...just happiness. Hope can meet more these kind of friends.
Hehe...my friend said...
aiya..dun think la..19 onli leh...even u recover with her. Maybe 2-3 years later mai same.
I felt relief now.....phew... struggling for the past 21 days...damn. So SUFFER!!!
Sometime i think, maybe one day...we will meet gain..and i and her will be couple gain.
but now..she refuse to talk to me..hoho. Its oK.
So...think positive..enjoy my life. I love my life.. =) cheer...
Miss her always..love her =)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
20th days....
Without notice...it been 20days...we named our self as single.
Today was so tired....i went to work at 9==" ...maybe yesterday not enough sleep.
=)
Yesterday i have a short chat with her...unfortunately...i confess my feeling again and the results....
same ...get ignored. Hmmmp...never think i can get anything from the conversation..i just wish to have the opportunities going out with her, take care her, miss her and ....love her.
Being so brave is wrong?
I cant lie to myself.. i still love her...so i confess everything. The biggest wrong in a single life is regret. I wont give myself to regret at future. I know...not everything u want to have and its belong to you.
However, i am more believe to say tat nothing comes to you without working on it.
Izzit when someone committed a crime and he/she don deserve to get a chances to change?
Previously i believe....i m so bad. At least...i wake up and willing to change.
Why someone is awarded when they are brave ?
Why my braveness get piss off ?
Why don you just closed your eyes...
giving an opportunity to me. Making some miracles happen....
loving you =)
Today was so tired....i went to work at 9==" ...maybe yesterday not enough sleep.
=)
Yesterday i have a short chat with her...unfortunately...i confess my feeling again and the results....
same ...get ignored. Hmmmp...never think i can get anything from the conversation..i just wish to have the opportunities going out with her, take care her, miss her and ....love her.
Being so brave is wrong?
I cant lie to myself.. i still love her...so i confess everything. The biggest wrong in a single life is regret. I wont give myself to regret at future. I know...not everything u want to have and its belong to you.
However, i am more believe to say tat nothing comes to you without working on it.
Izzit when someone committed a crime and he/she don deserve to get a chances to change?
Previously i believe....i m so bad. At least...i wake up and willing to change.
Why someone is awarded when they are brave ?
Why my braveness get piss off ?
Why don you just closed your eyes...
giving an opportunity to me. Making some miracles happen....
loving you =)
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
i miss you...=)
Phew...its a super bored day for me gain. Without her, i felt tat something is missing. This afternoon, i take my lunch with jojo wong...so adorable =) Chat with her so much...enjoy having lunch with her with non-pressure talking since she is so talkative and friendly.
I told her..................hmmp what did i said?
I still love her, i love her more than myself. Yesterday just meet her up. I m so happy...at the night...i had a chat with her. I asked....
boy: want watch avatar with me?
girl: hmpp, ok geh! haha...
boy: Talk as if i m , eh..... you tired? if tired don want out lo...hehe..
girl: oo..yalo. Actually i m also so tired. I think dont want lo..
boy: Ok ar..haha. (frankly...i m sad to miss the movie with her, but.....i m happy she got enough sleep)
At the night, i sent message to some friends...
i dunno why, i could easily said that...i miss abc....but this words..i couldnt even say to her.
I dun understand...maybe afraid that i got ignored from her...
What i wish now?
i dun dare to wish anything....but...i m just hope to give her everything. With no regret...i dun mind the ending is what i actually want or not .. i swear!!!! She happy, everything goes well for me =)
Hope everything going smooth for you...because i love you.
I told her..................hmmp what did i said?
I still love her, i love her more than myself. Yesterday just meet her up. I m so happy...at the night...i had a chat with her. I asked....
boy: want watch avatar with me?
girl: hmpp, ok geh! haha...
boy: Talk as if i m , eh..... you tired? if tired don want out lo...hehe..
girl: oo..yalo. Actually i m also so tired. I think dont want lo..
boy: Ok ar..haha. (frankly...i m sad to miss the movie with her, but.....i m happy she got enough sleep)
At the night, i sent message to some friends...
i dunno why, i could easily said that...i miss abc....but this words..i couldnt even say to her.
I dun understand...maybe afraid that i got ignored from her...
What i wish now?
i dun dare to wish anything....but...i m just hope to give her everything. With no regret...i dun mind the ending is what i actually want or not .. i swear!!!! She happy, everything goes well for me =)
Hope everything going smooth for you...because i love you.
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